The memories that flashback are the most painful the butterflies I felt when you’d talk to me, the way you’d tickle me non-stop, and the awesome hugs you would give. But now you have someone else and it really pains me because you knew how I felt about you. Yet you never really left me off the hook you simply had me wondering which was worse. When I first heard of your relationship I was a bit relieved I was finally free you obviously had no feelings for me and I could finally move on. After that I hoped you’d no longer talk to me so it would be easier. Yet you still text me wanting to hang out. I’m scared of seeing you, scared that all the feelings will come rushing back and I don’t want it to the thought of you really isn’t fun and I truly wish whatever feelings I still have for you will vanish over time.
So this is all the time I’ve got to check on my Tumblr again and the first one I’m about to post is about Rants. Hahaha
- Nosy college classmates
- Super tamad na profsssss
- Gawd, I realized how much I hate college
- Yung mga nakakasabay ko ng jeep. Everyday.
- I text and text and text and text.. Until I realize that I am not unli.
Almosteverything about dorm life.
- People, mostly
I could still go on and on but I have to do my PPoint take home projects so.. FML
It doesn’t sound right, right? Hahah
- I’ll text a person, only putting their name on the message and when they reply, I do not.
- I’ll say ‘I have something to ask’ totally ignoring what’d they just typed.
After I discovered that I can finally play CDs on my laptop.. YAAAY movie marathon it is! ;)
- Amnesia Girl
I’ve watched the beginning, I’ve watched the end. But never did I watched it in full but yesterday. Finally!
This was the talk of my classmates back when I was in 3rd year. Really, I think I was the only one who didn’t get to see it in theatres! I wished I saw it earlier, I love this movie!
- My Cactus Heart; Shake Rattle and Roll 13
Crappy. I did watched SRR13 in theatres with my classmates after doing a project, and there is that scene that’s my favorite. After seeing it, I proceeded to My Cactus Heart. I got bored and didn’t see it until the end.
- Valentine’s Day
It’s kinda long but I finished it! :) not too good but it was okaaay.
who I barely know, and talked to (but I think she’s kind of, kind?) and think that she’s a little off my attitude.. Sorry can’t find the exact words of the moment. Anyways, she sent me this chain message about ‘true friends’ passing this message if they really are true friends.. Get it? And I was like, girl you barely talk to me then suddenly sending me this texts?
She probably thinks that she’s gonna get to be saved by this text. Gusto ko mgmura pls lang -.-
HAHAHA okay enough.
I wonder what it’s like to have someone fall for you. And I mean really fall for you. Not just they want to get in your pants because they think you’re attractive. But be consumed with every little piece of you. The way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you just exist.